Credit Card Cradles

Holding a credit card feels surreal 
For this I can see
A tangible symbol of Dad’s possibilities 
It’s subtle weight carries a sort of prestige 
Stark contrast to my immediate surroundings 

Lining my finger along its sides 
I carefully lay it flat, admiring the font type
It represents a future, one I can see 
Maybe we will live in a house 
One where I can run free 

Suddenly, a tight clench in my throat 
We’d reached it once again, I know 
There it is, consistency
It seems we are stable 
Though I know, the chaos this credit card cradles 


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