The Devil Plays With My Soul

His eyes met mine
I glared inside 
Of his putrid soul 
That’d been caught 

This wasn’t a dream 
As real as could be 
Those damn snakes 
Were his hands on me 

Fuming, I hissed, “get away” 
Wanting to rip off his face 
Pains me to know he lives in Dad’s glow 
A perfect child who owns his embrace 

While I wrestle and write 
For a way to tell my side 
The devil plays with my soul 

I’ll leave it be 
It’s my responsibility 
To keep myself safe
Then risk being told I’m wrong

It’s for the attention 
My parents might say 
Why would you lie? 
Instead you should pray 

For forgiveness for feeling 
Anger towards him 
Remember, honey 
He’s only a kid 


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